Mother of God

I haven't been online in forever. I'm so sorry you guys.
I've been busy with stupid mother drama...Good lord.
I promise to update more. Sorry Sorry Sorry.

Hey...New to this. So.

Hey, so this is my first post. Whoop.

I kind of just got on this site as a reccomendation from Firefox...and so far I think it's pretty cool <3 I think I'll keep it~

Hello all~

Guess who totally forgot she got her internet?

Yeah, I've been busy with school projects and xBox live. Sorry.

I'm going to begin updating every day once I'm done with these projects and finals...Promise <3

Moving

So there's a long story behind why I'm living in such a shitty apartment right now, but lord knows I don't have the time (nor do I have the physical ability) to type it all up. My mom finally saved up enough for us to buy a house though, and she's so excited it's unbearable. We're moving in the rest of our stuff by Sunday, but guess what that means?

I'm going to be without internet (computer-wise) for a few days.

It's not like anyone even reads this Blogger (YET) but yeah. I need my rant space xD

Anyway, I don't have anything to really talk about other than that. Night night, and see you a.s.a.p.~

Ooh, an entry from my bus.

So :I Having a pretty shitty day. A really shitty day, actually.

It started out great, you know? All these cross-dressers at the school...it was really nice and hilarious. That and South Park is starting tonight and I'm soooo excited~

But then I texted my mom to ask if a friend could come over, and she said no. I asked why, and she said "Because you need to pack and she won't help."
Needless to say, I got into a fight with Mama Bitch Face.
This kept me in a pretty bad mood for the rest of the day, and now it's worse because all my friends are going to Fish N Pets without me. So I'll be alone. Again.

Oh well. Time to go home and pack. Bye. :/

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The Gay/Straight Alliance

So, because I care so much about the community, I'm a part of the Gay/Straight Alliance at my school.

The horrible thing is, the club is...terribly unpopular. Seriously. It's bad enough we live in a town over run by Mormons, but the fact their extremely judgmental spawn goes to school with me makes it 10x worse.

But, it turns out, the worst people aren't the religious haters or the faculty. It's the "President" of the club, Zach.

Recently, Zach and I had a falling out.

On Facebook.

So, in order for you to understand what the big deal is, you need to understand what kind of person Zach is.
Zach, one of the few gay boys at our school, is extremely bossy, annoying, and bitchy. He likes to stomp around, playing his horrible music, pretending like he's hot shiz. He has dated every single gay boy in our entire school, and all of them hate him. So he's taken to online dating, which personally I can't stand. No offense the the people who do it (I have friends who do) but honestly, it's just not for me. Anyways, he's just THAT GUY, the one who is constantly complaining and trying to get attention.

So now I can continue to the argument.

Zach commented on the status of a friend of ours, saying something along the lines of "Oh, no one wants in my pants." and "No one loves me."
I went on the status, saying "Stop with the pity-party Zach. We're tired of it."

Now, there were more words spoken and insults were rallied, but here's the thing--He didn't just delete me from his facebook, he deleted everyone else who commented on that status. All those girls were also in GSA.

So he went onto the GSA facebook page, he started ranting about how no one goes to the meetings, so he's giving up on the club and quitting. Good for him, right?

Nope.

Because then, to one of the girls he didn't un-friend who was in the club, he said "Oh, they're all fakes and not in GSA of the cause".

...yeah. He can say that, when technically HE ISN'T EVEN IN GSA ANYMORE.

Yeah. Frustrated and angry at people, and even the club's sponsor isn't all that pleased. To quote "Zach has his head up his ass."

So nice to let out tension, yes? Okay, I'm done.

Love is (not) over-rated

I've got a girlfriend, so what right do I have saying love is over-rated? I'm way too young to say 'I love you' to anyone but family. <-- And that, in my opinion, is bullshite.

At what age do you truly know what love is? The answer: You never truly know until you experience it for yourself. Because isn't that what life is about? Experiencing everything?

I had a talk with my mom the other day when she walked in on my girlfriend and I on the phone. I was just about to hang up and said "I love you" to her. My mother immediately jumped into a speech about how I shouldn't go around saying things like that, how I'm just a teenager and don't know what I'm doing.

Obviously, I was very upset. I'm still upset. But you know what? My mother doesn't know what she's talking about.

"Teenagers don't know what they're doing" is the biggest lie I've ever heard. If I'm smart enough to be published 5 times and to constantly debate (and be on par) with adults, I'm pretty sure I can process my own emotions.

It also makes me angry how my mother refuses to allow me to help some of my best friends. Emily and Billie, my best friend and my ex, are the most amazing girls I know. They've been together for almost a year now, despite their parents hatred. Emily's parents, upon finding out about Em's lesbian lover, took her phone and laptop and screamed at her for hours about how God hates her and will send her to hell. Billie stood by her the entire time, to the very end when she was kicked out of Em's house and forced home. Even now, they can't talk to each other at all, and they're not allowed to see one another. However, Billie still wants to be with Emily, and Em sure as hell wants Billie.

Is it so wrong of me to want to pass messages on between them? I don't think so. But according to my mother I'm just submersing myself in drama and causing myself stress. Also, she claims "Emily and Billie aren't really in love. Don't listen to them. They just feel lust for one another."

Really? They haven't seen/talked to one another for about 4 months now.

To be honest, this is another load of bullshite from my mother. Not to mention I should have the freedom to get myself involved in whatever drama I want to.

Sorry for his rant here. I'm just so irritated right now.